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carisma_sensei ([personal profile] carisma_sensei) wrote2017-06-05 11:14 pm
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Looking for a job really sucks

I hope you are doing better than me because I'm having a hard time :/
I've been offered a job interview but I'm not going because I'm not in the mood, I feel drained after so much job hunting. And you will say that a job is a job and that I should go anyway, and I know I should. But it's an offer to take care of two little children 15+ hours a week and to teach them English, and my oral skills are a bit rusty and I'm SO insecure of myself right now that I don't want to go and I don't know. I feel stupid.

And all the other offers I get are either underpaid or just lame. Argh I'm so sad. I feel like listening to Bill Evans on repeat under a blanket for the rest of my life.