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carisma_sensei ([personal profile] carisma_sensei) wrote2017-06-05 11:14 pm
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Looking for a job really sucks

I hope you are doing better than me because I'm having a hard time :/
I've been offered a job interview but I'm not going because I'm not in the mood, I feel drained after so much job hunting. And you will say that a job is a job and that I should go anyway, and I know I should. But it's an offer to take care of two little children 15+ hours a week and to teach them English, and my oral skills are a bit rusty and I'm SO insecure of myself right now that I don't want to go and I don't know. I feel stupid.

And all the other offers I get are either underpaid or just lame. Argh I'm so sad. I feel like listening to Bill Evans on repeat under a blanket for the rest of my life.

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[personal profile] rosecarmine 2017-06-15 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry you're going through this but I understand you perfectly because I can relate so much. I think you did a good thing by not accepting if you're not sure that you can handle it. Please do not feel stupid.

I hope you feel better soon and best of luck with finding a better job offer. <3