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carisma_sensei) wrote2024-08-14 12:32 am
carisma_sensei) wrote2024-08-14 12:32 am
Almost a year later.
Here I am. I failed my last teacher opposition exam. I spent a lot of money, an insane amount of time and effort, all for nothing. This is so traumatic, I don't even want to talk about it anymore (this was back in June-July...)
On the other hand, my niece was born a week and a half ago. Her name is Minerva and I'm in love with her and so proud of my sister.
I'm trying to find myself again. In old places. In new places. I don't know. I'm trying to slowly come back to my older self, the one where I felt at ease. The one that enjoyed time to herself. The one that did not just work her ass off and do everything else before having fun. The creative one, the one that enjoyed doing things. Coding, graphics, videos, podcasts.
I'm trying to find me.
On the other hand, my niece was born a week and a half ago. Her name is Minerva and I'm in love with her and so proud of my sister.
I'm trying to find myself again. In old places. In new places. I don't know. I'm trying to slowly come back to my older self, the one where I felt at ease. The one that enjoyed time to herself. The one that did not just work her ass off and do everything else before having fun. The creative one, the one that enjoyed doing things. Coding, graphics, videos, podcasts.
I'm trying to find me.