What happened?
Feb. 2nd, 2021 02:26 pm
My last post was in May. I had such a rough time since January 2020 up until September 2020, and now we are already in February 2021. So what happened?
I hope everyone's doing great. Take care.
My last post was in May. I had such a rough time since January 2020 up until September 2020, and now we are already in February 2021. So what happened?
I hope everyone's doing great. Take care.
I'm the worst
Mar. 28th, 2019 09:30 pmI haven't been into DW lately because I'm almost done with classes and I'm taking the training time... thing lol. It's going great and I may be able to have some freelance work in the near future!
I've been planning on cutting my hair. I was going to do it myself but I chickened hahaha. So I asked my boyfriend and he said YES sooo maybe this week-end it will happen?
LET'S HAVE A BET. IS IT GOING TO GO ALRIGHT OR BADRIGHT?!
I have no money for a haircut and I need it so this will have to do! I also need to get rid of the worse bits of hair that were bleached time ago and the darkest parts that never took the red I put over it.
So how have you been? I'm reading you all, if I don't comment anything in one entry it's just because I don't know anything about the fandom you are talking about or so. But I DO keep up with my reading page :3
I've made this icon for![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
nexticon in a spur of the moment. I'm so happy with it! It made me think that if I never opened photoshop today and picked that Zion.T picture, this icon would have never existed. Wow. The philosophy of icon making HAHAHA.
Ok I'll leave this here! Take care everyone!
I've been planning on cutting my hair. I was going to do it myself but I chickened hahaha. So I asked my boyfriend and he said YES sooo maybe this week-end it will happen?
LET'S HAVE A BET. IS IT GOING TO GO ALRIGHT OR BADRIGHT?!
I have no money for a haircut and I need it so this will have to do! I also need to get rid of the worse bits of hair that were bleached time ago and the darkest parts that never took the red I put over it.
So how have you been? I'm reading you all, if I don't comment anything in one entry it's just because I don't know anything about the fandom you are talking about or so. But I DO keep up with my reading page :3
I've made this icon for
nexticon in a spur of the moment. I'm so happy with it! It made me think that if I never opened photoshop today and picked that Zion.T picture, this icon would have never existed. Wow. The philosophy of icon making HAHAHA.Ok I'll leave this here! Take care everyone!
SO, me and my fear of the void
Mar. 13th, 2019 09:41 pmHi, my name is Janna and I'm afraid of what I call the void. I hate not knowing what's next. Not like in daily life, but long term. After I'm studying a course (which I have been since October, so for 5 months now) I hate the feeling of uncertainty.
What's going to happen now with my life? What am I going to do? Will I find a job? Just what's next?
I feel comfortable doing my things. If I have a routine to stick to, I'm alright. Also because, before this routie I'm in now, I was at my worse in terms of sleep schedule and just about not doing anything at all. But when a stable period of time comes to an end, then I start freaking out. Because I know life won't have any good surprises for me. Maybe I'm done with only receiving bad news, bad luck...
I'm digressing a bit. So now that the course is about to end (only 4 days left, then it's practice time) I'm feeling close to the void. And I can't help wondering what's going to happen with me. Some people just live it as it comes, I really can't. I need to know exactly what's going to happen or else I'll freak out.
At least I hope to get a job or to be able to keep myself busy and with the current routine and sleep schedule I have. I wake up at 7:30 or 8 am and go to class, then come back home at 14:00 and just do whatever. If I can keep on with that, then at least I won't feel that shitty again!
I know my teacher has great hopes and expectations put in me and that he's helping me a lot. So I hope I'll be able to work with him sometime soon! Next week starts the two weeks practice term and then it's all done! Wish me good luck!
What's going to happen now with my life? What am I going to do? Will I find a job? Just what's next?
I feel comfortable doing my things. If I have a routine to stick to, I'm alright. Also because, before this routie I'm in now, I was at my worse in terms of sleep schedule and just about not doing anything at all. But when a stable period of time comes to an end, then I start freaking out. Because I know life won't have any good surprises for me. Maybe I'm done with only receiving bad news, bad luck...
I'm digressing a bit. So now that the course is about to end (only 4 days left, then it's practice time) I'm feeling close to the void. And I can't help wondering what's going to happen with me. Some people just live it as it comes, I really can't. I need to know exactly what's going to happen or else I'll freak out.
At least I hope to get a job or to be able to keep myself busy and with the current routine and sleep schedule I have. I wake up at 7:30 or 8 am and go to class, then come back home at 14:00 and just do whatever. If I can keep on with that, then at least I won't feel that shitty again!
I know my teacher has great hopes and expectations put in me and that he's helping me a lot. So I hope I'll be able to work with him sometime soon! Next week starts the two weeks practice term and then it's all done! Wish me good luck!